It's been quite long since i blogged, but i felt that the recent EOY examination was horrible. majority of my subjects were not very good especially math, embarrassed to say i didn't do graphs which immediately "killed" my 20 marks, ending up with 50. my science, my favourite and top subject was just 68. i was so disappointed. surprisingly, literature, the subject which i usually get just pass or fail, now is my subject which i scored the highest, 71.
i thought this was it man. In my mind i was like "There goes my level ranking, there goes my triple science". After hearing a testament from one of my church leaders, my faith increased. i was greatly inspired by what she said, "The doors that God has opened for you, no man can close", (which can be found in rev 3:8) and she also told her story about getting into SMU despite being rejected. i began to trust in the Lord and prayed to him. Finally, i got back my overall results today and was amazed that my level position was 70.
It was probably because of my last semester's science results and my art, DNT and home ec which pulled me up. although it is just 70, and not the top 40, i will continue to trust in Him to help me get into triple science.
To all who think their grades are lousy, go for God.Labels: surrender all these unto him.
The gate was finally open... i feel the sense of freedom, but somehow i keep forgetting that. maybe im not used to it yet. Thank God for helping me in all my examinations although i felt i did very badly for math today. But who knows? He's a God of miracles. Alright man! no time for slacking. exams and study are temporary not in my list of burdens and i shall train hard in my physic and basketball. gonna strengthen my leg and gonna be better then what i was before. The previous silver thing in my hand was is a memory of my failures but also, success. Im gonna change this failures into success and God will help me in all these.Labels: he goes crazy with basketball.